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Whenever im talking to fathin all about him.

Assalamualaikum.
Hello selamat petang salam satu malaysia bla bla. Since harini hari sabtu, so dapatlah aku kongker laptop ni sengsorang. actually hari-hari aku kongker. em, yeah minggu ni minggu paling ohsem of the year. Serious talk happy gilaaaaaaaa. K aku dah tak tawu nak taip apa.

em em tadi ada APC iaitu anugerah cemerlang apa ntah. Wuuu takdak rezeki nak dapat anugerah apa-apa pon. Tapi tadi aku pergi gak sebab cikgu mintak tolong pegang bunga manggar. Atas paksaan. Actually semalam classmates aku tanya sapa boleh tolong cikgu untuk APC. Then nuur bising suruh tolong jugak. Siap ugut lagi. Aku dengan fathin fikir punya fikir punya fikir sampailah cikgu suriani masuk kelas nak mengajar. Tetiba suraya bagitau cikgu dah ada orang nak tolong, siap mention nama kami. Padahal kami tak bagi kata persetujuan lagi.

"Betul nak tolong nii? Cepat jawap sebelum saya paksa!" pfftt ni yang tak tahan ni. Okaylah okaylah. Alang-alang pergi bolehlah lepaskan rindu tengok crush. opss xD And pagi tadi punyalah bersemangat bangun awal pagi. Heh heh heh


Arghh spoil gila. *tutup muka* k back to the story, lepas je perarakan tu cikgu suruh tunggu kat dalam dewan. Berdirilah kami kat belakang dewan tu sambil tengok ...... dia. lol then cikgu bagi nasi lemak. Dia kata kalau nak makan kena pergi kantin. Tak sanggup nak tinggalkan dewan. sobsobs xP Terpaksalah pergi jugak sbb dah kelaparan sangat. Then nampak dia turun naik turun naik. Kenyang tengok dia saja. em, sepanjang kat sana, kami asyik melilau ja. Dah tak tau nak buat apa sangat dah. Ustaz siap halau balik. K kejam. Budak2 nasyid halau kami sebab depa nak makan kat tempat kami duduk. Semua kejam. But at last time nak balik tu lah yang terkenang hingga ke saat ini. Biarlah nanti semuanya masuk buku diari. ;* daaa.

21 Hints of life


[ Part 1 ]

1. Live- for today with tomorrow in mind
2. Laugh- until it hurt and dont care how loud
3. Love- is confusing but if you go with what your HEART say and not what your FRIENDS say it will always turn out rite
4. Sing- your favorite song super loud
5. Dance- like no one is watching because you may never be able to dance again
6. Forget- they people that aren't worth your time
7. Remember- the place that you come from and all the loved ones there
8. People- change so move on
9. Go- crazy not caring what your friends think because if they were true friends they wont care
10. Never- forget someone that once made your smile
11. Regret- nothing that made you feel good
12. Change- the world if the world tries to change you
13. Smile- when your happy because someone mite be falling in love with it
14. Cry- behind closed doors so no one will ever see you at your weakest
15. Scream- when your angry
16. Hide- never from the one you love
17. Always- tell the person you like/love that you do because....
18. Tomorrow- ....is never promised
19. Grant- friendship to those who deserve it
20. Forgive- those who mean it and wont make the SAME mistake because no one is perfect

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY
21. Take- life like it is and shake off the drama and prove to those who tell you that you "can't do it" that you can.

Live life easily ;) credit 


Twice.




Assalamualaikum. 
How are you? Sekarang jerebu dah beransur okay kat Penang ni. Sejak hujan haritu, dah boleh dah tengok permandangan kat balkoni tu ha. Kalau tak asyik berair ja mata ni menahan kepedihan yang teramat. lol k memang tak best ar masa hujan tu aku ada kat makmal komputer sebab ada online test. Tak ada apa pon sebenarnya. Jawap-jawap soalan then balik kelas. Pada awalnya peruntukkan sejam je. Tut-tut berjam-jam sebab komputer plus kandungannya bermasalah. lewls

Pagi selasa tu, disebabkan jerebu teruk, pjk tak ada. Then cikgu masuk kelas, cari 20 orang untuk online test tu. Memula tu memang semua takmau. Bila cikgu kata dia nak tengok secerdik mana kelas 3A ni. Terserlah kesindiran dia. Then geng-geng aku pon pergilah. At least takpayah belajar. hihi. Dapat pc sorang satu. That moment bila pc orang lain dah elok terpasang, pc aku ja gelong. Cari pasal dengan aku. Rupanya ada wire tercabut. Hishh.

First kami buka window internet explore (IE), line internet pon so-so jela. Time nak register untuk test tu, ada error. Cikgu pon try macam-macam but lastly dia suruh download mozilla firefox. Nak tunggu loading download tu memang lama ah, tambah lagi 20 pc nak download menatang tuh. Lepas rehat baru lah habis. Perghhh. Aku dengan fathinlah orang yg terawal masuk lab lepas rehat. Sempat jugak bukak twitter dgn fb. muehehehe~ 

Okay tu hari selasa a.k.a yesterday. Harini paling teruk oh oh. Harini aku puasa. Ye ye puasa ganti. Lepas rehat tadi, dentist panggil budak yang kena check gigi. Bukan checklah. Tampal. grr. Memula tu nama aku tak ada. Alhamdulilah, dah semput dah tu. Then billa bagitau dentist tu sorang tak ada, dia tengok senarai nama then aku yang kena. Wuarghh bidan terjun ah. Kalau tak, aku tak kena punyaaa. Menyesal mengaku tu aku. Sobsobs. Tunggu mia tunggu, sambil tengok budak lain kena, dalam hati dup dap dup dap. Duduk tak senang. 


Luckily dentist tu baik plus ayu plus lembut. Cakap slow slow. Dia tanya whether sakit tak dll. Dia kata kalau tampal time puasa, makruh. Dah kumur banyak kali, rasa yang .... kurang menyenangkan, terpaksalah batalkan puasa. Esok bleh puasa lagi. hihi. 


11 Hints of life


[ Part 2 ]
  1.  It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
  2.  A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
  3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
  4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
  5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 
  6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 
  7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. 
  8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
  9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.
  10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. 
  11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Be happy for who you are ;) credits.

30 Tips for better life.


Another 30 tips for a better life.
[ Part 1 ]
  1. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, smiling would be it. The long-term benefits of smiling are staying young and happy, and brightening someone else's day.
  2. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Dont complain about your body right now because in forty years you'll want it back. 
  3. Enjoy the smoothness of your wrinkle-free face, for it won't stay that way for long. You can only be young once so don't waste it trying to act older and more mature.
  4. Dont worry about the future. Dont regret your past. Life is to live it at the moment because, why regret something that already happened or worry about something that may or may not happen? You need to enjoy today because you dont know if you're goin to have a tomorrow.
  5. Do one thing everyday that makes you laugh.
  6. Dance.
  7. Dont take other people's heart for granted. Dont let anyone take your heart for granted.
  8. Love.
  9. Dont waste time on jealousy. Jealousy is an endless vicious cycle. Someone will always have something you want and you will always have something someone wants.
  10. Remember all the good memories. Ignore the pain. Once you learn to forgive, you'll be able to forget.
  11. Keep all the meaningful things. Throw away whatever made your heart ache.
  12. Read.
  13. Dont feel guilty if you can't make everyone happy. The only person you should make happy is yourself. Dont let anyone dictate your life; make it as you want it to be.
  14. Take care of yourself. Don't harm your body in any way; physically or mentally.
  15. Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll succeed, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll live your life depressed, maybe you won't. Everything depends in what you want.
  16. Don't be too conceited; you're not better than anyone else. Don't be too modest; no one else is better than you.
  17. Enjoy your body. Don't be afraid of what people might think of you. Your flaws are what make you beautiful.
  18. Sing, even if you're really out of tune.
  19. Listen to people, even if you can't relate because, someday, you'll want to be heard too.
  20. Get to know your parents because, someday when they're gone, you'll wonder who they were.
  21. Be nice to your siblings. When your parents are not there anymore, they're the only family you'll have left.
  22. People come and go in your life, but only a few leave footprints behind. Keep those people close because, as you get older, you begin to realize that it is more important to have REAL friends than a lot of friends.
  23. Love someone, but don't fall for them too hard.
  24. Love someone, but don't let love make you soft.
  25. Play.
  26. Accept certain inalienable truths: people will break your heart, but you'll be able to mend it. You'll fail, but you'll succeed. You'll make mistakes and regret things. But, at the end, you'll realize everything happened for a reason.
  27. Experience new things.
  28. Never count on people because someone someday will disappoint you and, when they do, you won't trust anyone else. Someday you'll find someone you can really count on, but you should still have a mind of your own.
  29. Be careful whose advice you buy, but listen to those who give it. Advice is what makes you think twice about doing things you're not sure about. But, always follow your heart because it will always be right. Keep the advice, though, and share it with others, that way it'll be worth more.
  30. But trust me on smiling :)

11 things about me.



RULES OF THE GAME
1. Post this rules.
2. Write 11 things about yourself.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set to you.
4. Create 11 new questions for those you want to tag.
5. Choose 11 bloggers to be tagged and link them to the post.
6. You are not allowed to tag back.

11 things about me?
1. Seorang mangsa kekejaman pmr 2013
2. Member of hatsumi (gang/group/crazy people)
3. Crushing into someone i cant crush to.
4. Sentitif yang gila gila.
5. Kuat makan tapi berat badan maintain je.
6. Die hard fan of One direction ( especially Louis )
7. Boleh mati kalau pergi jalan mana-mana takdak sapa teman.
8. Termenung, berangan, berkhayal hobi semula jadi sayaaaa.
9. Rumah sukan hijau since darjah satu hingga ke tingkatan 5 akan datang.
10. Suka dengar lagu berulang-ulang.
11. Number 21 forever.

11 question from tagger 
1. Suka binatang apa ? Kenapa  ?
Panda. Sebab pernah mimpi panda saya mati, bila bangun je ada air mata. haha

2. 10 favourite songs awak.
1. Beautiful - Megan Nicole
2. Crazier - Taylor Swift
3. Ours - Taylor Swift
4. The way i loved you - Taylor Swift
5. Moment - One Direction
6. When you're gone - Avril Lavigne
7. Summer love - One Direction
8. Summer forever - Megan Nicole
9. This is me - Demi lovato
10. Complicated - Avril Lavigne 

3. Minat K-Pop ? kalau ya,kumpulan apa ?
Not at all.

4. Tiga lagu yang selalu dalam kepala awak.
1. This is me - Demi Lovato
2. Crazier - Taylor Swift
3. The way i loved you - Taylor Swift

5. Minat komik tak ? Kalau ya,sila nyatakan komik favourite awak.
Komik anime. hee

6. Suke nonton tv atau movie ?
Movie of course.

7. Movie of the year awak.
The impossible.

8. Pandai memasak ??
Tak. Jujur ni. haha

9. Tiga perkara yang menakutkan awak.
1. Hantu
2. Backstabbers
3. People ignore and leave me alone.

10. Dekat sekolah,apa badan beruniform awak ?
St John Ambulans. 

11. Minat Anime tak ?? Kalau ya,sila nyatakan favourite anime awak. ^^
Minat. Tapi tak sure pulak apa favourite anime saya xD

11 question from me.
1. What was your biggest dream?
2. Three word describe you?
3. Rumah sukan kat sekolah? hehe
4. Chocolate or ice cream?
5. Flowers or rings?
6. Teddy or pillow?
7. Friends or crush/boy/girl?
8. Knife or gun?
9. That one thing you really love?
10. The words you really wants to hear from your lover?
11. A song you really liked?

11 blogger I'd tag.

25 tiny things that makes us feel happy



Another 25 of those tiny things that makes us feel happy without us hardly even noticing it :) 
[ Part 1 ]

1. Food
2. Video Games
3. Crushes
4. Friends
5. Cell Phones
6. Scary movies that turn out to be funny.
7. First love.
8. Staying Up Late.
9. Presents.
10. Candy
11. Straight A's.
12. Making cookies without directions and having them turn out good.
13. Being able to cuss when your parents are not around.
14. Your pet having babies.
15. Savoring your favorate food.
16. Riding a scary rollercoster and not throwing up.
17. Reading a really good book.
18. Hearing your favorate song on the radio.
19. Waking up to find that you have an extra hour to sleep in.
20. Finding money on the ground.
21. Wishing on a shooting star.
22. Getting a text message from the most popular guy in your grade asking you out.
23. Ice cream on a hot day.
24. Drinking hot chocolate after playing in the snow.
25. Having all of these happen to you in one day :D


Your personality by birth month!



JANUARY
Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looks at others flaws and weakness
Likes to criticise
Hardworking and productive
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Needs to improve social abilities
Easily jealous

FEBRUARY
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem sometimes
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily and is temperental
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Ambitious and daring
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside

MARCH
Affectionate
Shy and reserved
Secretive
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity
Loves to serve others
Not easily angered
Trustworthy
Appreciative and returns kindness
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves travelling
Loves attention
Hasty decisions in choosing partners
Musically talented
Moody

APRIL
Desicive and haste but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Consoling friend
Friendly and solves people’s problems
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Agressive and can get very very angry
Not aggressive unless provoked
Revengeful
Good memory
Constantly moving
Motivate oneself and the others

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Good imagination
Loves literature and the arts
Loves travelling
Dislike being at home
Hardworking
High spirited
Discount shopper 

JUNE
Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spoken
Having lots of ideas
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Talkative
Able to show character
Easily hurt and bored
Loves to dress up
Those who loves me are enemies
Those who hates me are friends

JULY
Concern about people’s feelings
Approachable
Sentimental
Not revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
Caring and loving
Treats others equally
Strong sense of sympathy
Judge people through observations
No difficulties in studying
Loves to be alone
Easily hurt but takes long to recover
Overly concerned
Puts in effort in work

AUGUST
Loves to joke
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Taked high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraodinary spirit
Easily angered
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Talented in the arts, music and defence
Sensitive but not petty
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organised
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Good memory
Must control oneself when criticising
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and travelling
Tends to bottle up feelings

OCTOBER
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical
 Do not stay mad for very long
Strong and decisive
Treat others kindly
Love to travel
Extremely fair people
 Easily influenced by others
Tend to be touchy and get jealous
Quick to lose their confidence

NOVEMBER
 Great thinkers
 Always quick to respond
Very patient, determined and never give up
 Great personalities
Trustworthy and always honest
 Hard to anger
Emotions in control
Secretive
Love to know what is going on with other people
 Unpredictable


DECEMBER
 Very proud
Attractive and loyal
Generous and fun to be around
 Love to be around people and be social
Great sense of humor and very funny
Tend to be the most influential people
Patriotic, loyal, and trustworthy
 Tend to be impatient
Quick tempered
Sometimes make rush decisions


Friend?



Assalamualaikum. Well today is the most terrible horrible meluat gila day. Idk why people around me ... anoyying. Minggu ni minggu exam untuk kelas kelas yang terpilih and kelas aku terpilih. Malangnya semalam overslept. Memang terlambat dah ah nak pi sekolah. Aku terjaga pon sebab mak kejut adik aku untuk pi sekolah. dia sesi petang. Bila buka mata ja, nampak cahaya matahari terang. Selalunya gelap lagi. Then serta merta bangun duduk. Cari phone. Tengok jam dah pukul 9. Ughh

Eloklah. Dah lah semalam paper sejarah dengan bm. Subjek paling penting. Frust gilaaaa la. Even exam ni tak ada lah penting mana pon, tapi memang dari sekolah rendah dah diajar jangan pernah ponteng time ada exam. Sebak. sobsobss. Dengar cerita sebelum rehat jawap paper sjarah. Lepas rehat terus dapat result. Tak dan dan je. Semua markah tinggi ke langit lah sebab semua soalan sebijik cam exam mid year baru-baru ni. Cuma beberapa soalan je tukar sikit. Kalau lah aku pi ......... *lap air mata*

Tadi pergi sekolah cam biasa. Mood pon tak berapa nak baik. Time tengah duduk kat tapak perhimpunan, ada sorang tanya fathin, dia pergi tak hari sukan sabtu ni. Then Fathin jawap tak. Dia nak pi usm. Baru-baru ni cikgu ada kata dia nak pilih beberapa org yang pandai-pandai lah untuk pergi teknik menjawab kat usm sabtu and ahad ni. Then aku pon tersentak ah. Kenapa aku tak tau pon? Semalam aku call dia kenapa dia tak bagitau? Aku tanya dia, mintak kepastian betul ke dia terpilih. Then dia kata semalam cikgu mintak volentier bagi nama sebab nak penuhkan saja. Geng-geng aku yang kena pegang bendera untuk hari sukan nanti semua ada hal masing-masing. Jadi semua surrender. Sentap wey sentap!

Gila ah aku sorang ja tak tau pasal ni. Bayangkanlah kalau aku pergi hari sukan tu then depa semua takdak, aku pegang bendera sorang-sorang. Naya ah. Takkan aku tak pi sekolah sehari pon takdak sapa nak bagitau. Harap ja KAWAN BAIK. Apa salahnya kalau dia letak sekali nama aku pergi usm tu? Dia pon kenal aku. Mana-mana program sekolah, aku mesti pi kalau dia pon pi. Aku sabar je lah masa tu. Apa boleh buat. Dah penuh dah pon. Even aku nak pergi program sekolah mana-mana pon aku sentiasa ingat dia, ajak dia. Dia tak pergi, aku pon tak pergi. So, macam ni dia balas? Dia lupa aku bila dia ada dengan Iffa.

Before masuk kelas, cikgu suruh ahli krs tunggu kat situ. Aku st john terus balik kelas sorang-sorang. Layan perasaan. Nak nangis pon ada. Bergenang dah air mata time tu. Then, bila dia masuk kelas, langsung tak tegur. Pergi kat tempat iffa then study sesama sementara tiba masa exam. Tak kisahlah, memang aku tak pandai macam iffa kalau nak study dengan aku pon. At least ajak aku study sekali apa salahnya? Meja sebelah menyebelah ja. 

Lepas rehat, paper science. Aku dengarlah, sapa yang pergi kelas tambahan semalam cikgu bagitau apa yang masuk. Iffa dengan fathin tak pergi kelas tambahan. Then nak marah-marah sebab geng-geng yang pergi tu tak share apa yg cikgu bagitau. Padahal depa dah janji dengan cikgu, tak boleh bagitau org yg tak pi tusyen tu. Ingatlah sikit, salah hang jugak sebab tak pergi tusyen tu padahal hg tau esok exam science. Tapi  geng-geng yang pi tusyen tu pon KAWAN BAIK aka SAHABAT RAPAT kami. At least bagitau dua tiga clue pon dah cukup dah. Ni satu apa haram pon tak bagitau. Kedekut ilmu tak bawa kemana k. 

Serious talk, harini aku betul-betul meluat dengan semuaaaaaaaaaaa orang. Rasa anoyying gila. Semak serabut kepala. Bila ingat balik kes fathin tadi tu.. hmm.. well.. aku dah anggap dia macam adik beradik aku dah. Baru-baru ni maxis bagi free text 2 hari kan? Macam-macam ayat copy paste dia sent. 'selamat hari sahabat' 'sahabat bla bla' Tapi bila dah habis free text, sunyi ja phone aku. Macam sebelum ni. Aku je yang selalu call dia. Selalu text dia dulu. Kadang balas. Kadang tak. Bila tanya, kata kredit tak ada. Alasan yang sama since form 2 dulu. Aku nak jugak kawan yang selalu ada bila aku sedih. Yang aku boleh call, then nangis-nangis kat phone. NEVER. 


Just wait till miracle happen




Penat day.



Assalamualaikum.
Dan hai. Cemana nak start ni? Hoho selalu ayat first-first nilah paling susah nak karang. Um, hari rabu yang lepas, cikgu sharifah cari 10 orang untuk tolong dia kat padang untuk sukan saringan untuk hari sukan tahunan. First first tu memang ramai takmau. Aku dengan fathin pon macam confused nak tolong ke takmau. Masuk je kelas, kami bincang ramai ramai. Iffa dengan wani pulak nak ikut. Kalau depa tak ada dalam kelas memang sunyi gila lah. Then kami pon join jelah. Bila kira-kira balik, terlebih seorang pulak.

Rupanya kami kena pegang bendera untuk larian. Kena berdiri tengah padang then nanti cikgu jerit 'putih' or 'kuning' bila depa dah ready nak lari. Kebanyakkan sekolah menengah ni beratus ratus meter. 2, 4 kali pusing. Nak kena berdiri sampai depa habis lari memang seksa ah. Lagi-lagi kalau matahari betul-betul atas kepala. Hari rabu tu sejuk ja. Tak panas sebab baru lepas hujan dan akan hujan. Matahari pon menyorok. So bila cikgu suruh continue sampai hari sukan next week, kami pon okay jelah. 

Start hari rabu tu, sepanjang aku berdiri sorang-sorang kat tengah padang tu (jarak jauh gilaa antara kami semua) sorang-sorang mai tegur. 'seronok berdiri?' 'tak lenguh berdiri?' ayat camtu je. Ada jugak yang tengok macam nak makan orang. Sabar jelah. Hanya mampu tersenyum. hoho. Tengah hari tadi memang panas yang gila gila. Cikgu paksa jugak berdiri tengah panas tu. Dengan lengkap baju sekolah semua. Ughh

Tadi pakcik mai ambik lambat sebab hari jumaat memang lambat gila. keluar pukul 12.15. Dia sampai pukul 1.15. Kami lepak kat kedai sebelah sekolah tu sampai tersengguk sengguk. Sakit kepala satu hal. Mengantuk pon satu hal. Sampai rumah je, terus tertidoq. Even aku tak suka tidoq petang --' terpaksa k terpaksa. Sekarang ni memang tak larat gila. Dari pagi tak makan apa, sampai pukul 4 setengah baru nak makan. Badan pon dah rasa panas. Ugh please jangan demam. Aku nak exam minggu depan .......

Ye next week aku ada exam. Ujian formatif untuk setengah form3, dan setengah form5. Memang teruk ah nak kena pulun study semua. Padahal result exam mid year baru je habis bagi. Nasib baiklah isnin ni start exam BI and agama. Kalau sejarah? math? geo? 

Actually aku baru je buat satu blog untuk segmen giveaway blog. Kalau nak buat dalam blog ni jugak, nanti keliru pulak. Jadi aku nak minta jasa baik anda-anda semua untuk hulurkan cursor anda dan click follow? muehehhee.

Blog tu aku guna blogskin sebab malas nak edit. Lagipon aku jugak nak belajaq guna skin. Haha boleh lah sikit sikit. Okay thanks for reading. bye.


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Assalamualaikum, evelibadi. 
Sapa rasa malas sangat sangat harini angkat kaki. Yea sep sikit. Harini .............. aku tak pi sekolah. Haha nak jadi cerita tadi tepat pukul 7 aku terjaga sebab hujan lebat sangat. Tengok jam dah pukul 7, sah-sah lah tak sempat nak mandi semua. Kakak pon tak bangun apa. Kalau sempat pon, nak pergi cemana? Takkan nak redah je hujan lebat tu dengan moto? hoho so pagi tu aku sambung tidoq sampai tengah hari. lol. 

Boring sebenarnya. Nak tweet, tak ada idea. Nak update status fb, haha tak akan. Lastly blog jugaklah yang aku cari. Apa boleh buat, kalau nak tweet, tak cukup 140 patah perkataan. Better menaip kat blog ni ha. Nak berpanjang tera mana pon tak ada sapa kisah. Ayat tak dramatis, grammar berterabur, tak akan ada cikgu yang nak tegor melain orang yang tak puas hati baca. 

Semalam first day sekolah lepas cuti dua minggu and cikgu kasitau result exam. Wuuuuu seronok gila bila dapat tau result subjek penting pmr aku lulus! Selama ni math la yang mengspoilkan segala galanya. Kalini dapat cukup cukup makan 43 pon syukur alhamdulilah. Sekarang result yg dah keluar cuma ada 1A 2B 4D. Apa yang a? Haha BI! Satu-satunya subjek yang aku boleh skor selain agama. Wahahhahahahha! Cuma yang spoilnya, sama dengan budak cina kelas aku -.- Cikgu bi siap kata, cemana aku boleh skor padahal exam akhir tahun lepas dapat c ja. Jangan pandang sebelah mata k *jeling*

Err.. idk why agama aku boleh turun dari a ke b. Padahal subjek agamalah yang aku sentiasa target a. Sobsobs~ And result bm meningkat, even sikit. uhukss. Sekarang cuma tunggu result science je. Harini tak pi sekolah, tak tawuu lah berapa yang dapat -.- Sat lagi ada la yang mai habaq kat twitter. haha

Kalau boleh, waktu-waktu yang disiakan ni sepatutnya aku pergi study ke keluar pergi atas bukit ke ehh? Tapi bila nak study ja, semua buku dah tersusun depan mata, tak boleh nak fokes. Sat-sat buka tweet. Sat-sat lukis lukis. Kadang-kadang bila dah buka buku, then terfikir 'aku nak baca dari mana ni?' Last-last terus tutup buku, main Subway surfers. Banyak buku latihan for pmr dah beli. Cuma nak start buat tu bila? Bilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?

Next problem is, aku malas dok dalam rumah ni. Kalau boleh, aku nak lepak tepi pantai sorang-sorang or pergi atas bukit jerit kuat kuat, lepas tension bla bla bla. Pergi taman tengok permandangan. Pergi padang main bola. Pergi mall, shopping like a boss. Tapi masalanya ............ Kena tunggu bila dah kerja, dah ada kereta sendiri baru boleh melilau merata. 


Lagi satu kalau nak pergi mall, nak tengok wayang or lepak dengan kengkawan memang tak boleh. Mak abah tak bagi *lap air mata* Boleh dikatakan setahun sekali je. Tahun lepas pernah pergi sekali. Tu pon kebetulan je. Rancang nak pergi makan ke ef ci depan sekolah ja. Then sorang kawan aku buat rumah terbuka. Pergi naik bas sampai ke Teluk Kumbar. Lepas makan, sorang lagi ajak pergi Queenbay mall. Bila call abah, dia bagi. Tapi lepas kena soal jawap lah. Cakap pon lembut lembut je. Mueehhehe~ Tapi pergi sana tak buat apa pon. Ronda ronda dalam tu, keluar lepak kat pantai makan ice blended, masuk balik and keluar balik. Ohho nak tengok wayang tapi tak ada ceghita best. Lastly balik lepak kat bawah flat aku. Maghrib baru balik. Tu pon lepas kena beleter kat phone ........

This year, awal-awal lagi dah kata kat mak, lepas pmr aku bebassssss~ haha ntah boleh ke tidokk. Sekarang dah bulan 6. Lagi 4 bulan je ni. Hmmm. Apa lagi? *garu kepala* 

Hm rasa macam nak taip banyak lagi. Tapi jari dah sakit sebab banyak button yang dah tercabut. Irfan cabuttt. Buruk dah keyboard ni ha. 



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Assalamualaikum ..... selamat petang. ugh tak taulah nak start cemana .....










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Hari ni hari yang... horrible day. Rasa menyesal pulak selama ni dok stalk stalk and stalk. Oh tak tak, tak  boleh ceghita. Kot kot lah dia tengah baca sekarang .... erk. apa-apa pon, i'll pretend i saw nothing. great! Oh well ingat harini nak siapkan semua homework. Tapi silap besar lah aku onl twitter tadi. Hilang mood. Nak buat itu ini pon asyik teringat-ingat ayat tu. Oh you shouldn't say like that .. *wipe tears*

Actually i have no idea what i should write here but.. haha ntah lah rasa nak buat entry jugak. Ohya, hari khamis lepas, 6 jun, ada posmen datang rumah. Aku ada kat sekolah, kelas tambahan. Luckily time tu ustazah 'baik' yang mengajar, jadi boleh ah angkat phone masa posmen tu call. Katanya takda sapa buka pintu padahal mak kakak irfan ada kat rumah. Then dia suruh kasi ic semua, tinggallah barang tu dalam almari kasut.

Balik rumah, tengok almari tu terbukak :O Rupa-rupanya irfan dah ambik. Kalaulah dia baling kat bawah (rumah flat) hohooooo.... Then masuk rumah, mak bising tanya apa ni, apa ni. lol manalah aku tau. Ambik bawak masuk bilik, nampak kat tepi kotak ada tulis 'Noor Homemade Chocolate'. Baru teringat, baru baru ni aku ada menang chocolate. heheh memula tu memang aku buka pelan pelan. heheh bila dah tak tahan sangat dengan salotep tebal tu, last-last koyak semuaaaa. Yelah malas ambik gunting punya pasal.


Okay ni dia rupa dia sebelum hancuss. Kiri kanan ada notice 'avoid heat'. Aku simpan tagi tauuu. Tak pernah buang sampul, kertas poslaju cam atas kotak tu, kad congrats from giver. barang-barang kecik such as keychains or calenders. haha sayang nak buang. Dah penuh dah dalam laci. 

Nak tengok tak nak tengok tak coklat tuuuu? Hehe comel tau. But firstly abaikan background. Aku tak edit apa-apa sebab.. you know, malas ~


Nice ah? sampai harin tak makan lagi. Tak sanggup der. Nevermind, malam ni boleh makan. haha nak join? Jom jom! Btw, thanks Noor Homemade Chocolate. Sapa yang nak coklat comel camtu? Boleh order sini k ;)

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Kelebihan zikir La Ilaha Illallah

Assalamualaikum. Sunat bagi salam, wajib jawap salam. Hee nampak tak nampak tak? Blog ni dah tukar baju. Dah lama nak makeover blog ni, tapi sekarang baru sempat. Ugh penat gila. Dari pukul 1 hingga pukul 7 mengedit blog, lenguh satu badan. Tapi alhamdulilah hasil memuaskan. Ni first time edit guna edit html yang baru. Memang ah agak blur mulanya, tapi korek korek jugak sebab dah bosan tahap cipanzi dah tengok baju lama. So, let see. Memang sekarang aku tengah berhijrah atau lain kata, berubah dari kurang baik kepada yang lebih baik. Inshaa Allah. Banyak kelebihan zikir لا اله الا الله ni. 

1- La Ilaha Illallah adalah harga Syurga.
2- La Ilaha Illallah adalah memastikan keampunan.
3- La Ilaha Illallah adalah kebaikkan terbaik.
4- La Ilaha Illallah adalah penghapus dosa dan segala kesalahan.
5- La Ilaha Illallah adalah sebagai memperbaharui iman yang pudar.
6- La Ilaha Illallah adalah pengangkat hijab sampai kepada Allah SWT.
7- La Ilaha Illallah adalah zikir yang paling afdhal.
8- La Ilaha Illallah adalah pendinding daripada syaitan.
9-  La Ilaha Illallah adalah penyelamat daripada neraka.
10- La Ilaha Illallah adalah penolong.

Rasulullah saw pernah bersabda di dalam beberapa sabda baginda antaranya ialah,
dari Ubadah Bin ash Shaamiti, Rasulullah pernah bersabda yang bermaksud. "Barangsiapa bersaksi mengatakan Lailahaillah Muhammadarrasulullah. Tiada Tuhan Yang Disembah Melainkan ALLAH dan Nabi Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh ALLAH, maka ALLAH akan mengharamkan neraka baginya."

Rasulullah saw bersabda, dalam sebuah hadis qudsi ALLAH berfirman "LAILAHAILLAH" adalah kalamku. Akulah yang kehendaki pada kalimah ALLAH. Barangsiapa yang berkata kalimah ini beerti ia telah masuk ke kotaku. Dan barangsiapa yang masuk ke kotaku. maka selamatlah ia dari siksaku."

Rasulullah pernah bersabda yang bermaksud. "Barangsiapa yang berkata 'laa ilaaha illallahu; dan memanjangkan sebutannya (pada huruf mad) kata ulamak pada "laa" yang berada di awal, nescaya ALLAH akan meruntuhkan 4000 dosa besar yang telah dia perbuat" Para sahabat bertanya kepada Rasulullah. Bagaimana jika ia tiada dosa besar? Maka Rasulullah berkata. "ALLAH akan mengampunkan dosa keluarganya dan jiran-jirannya."

Rasulullah saw pernah bersabda yang bermaksud. "Barangsiapa yang membaca 'Laa ilahaillahu' maka ia akan dapat menolak sebanyak 99 bala dan dapat menghilangkan segala kegundahan dan kesedihan yang dialaminya."

Rasulullah bersabda. "Barangsiapa yang berkata kalimah LAILAHAILLAH MUHAMMADARRASULULLAH sebanyak 100 kali, maka tatkala ia datang di hari kiamat dengan wajahnya seperti bulan purnama."

 firman Allah SWT dalam Surah Al-Ahzab ayat 35 yang tafsirnya : "Dan orang-orang lelaki yang menyebut nama Allah banyak-banyak serta orang-orang perempuan yang menyebut nama Allah banyak-banyak, Allah telah menyediakan bagi mereka semuanya keampunan dan pahala yang besar".

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a, ia berkata : Telah bersabda Rasulullah saw : "Yang akan mencapai kebahagiaan dan keuntungan melalui syafaatku ialah orang yang mengucap kalimah Lailahaillallah dengan hati yang ikhlas".(Riwayat Al-Imam Al-Bukhari).

Dari Jabir bin Abdillah ia berkata : Aku mendengar Rasulullah saw bersabda : "Zikir yang paling mulia ialah Lailahaillallah dan doa yang paling baik ialah Alhamdulillah".(Riwayat Al-Imam Ibnu Majah).

Dan banyak lagi. Credit kepada a b c. hee cuti penggal pertama dah nak habis dah. Sedih k sedih. Tak boleh nak bangun lewat lagi. Sobsobs. Apa-apa pon, selamat kembali ke sekolah. hihi semoga entri ni bermanfaat untuk semua ..